I love the people away from me

 I love the people away from me
2009  4 On 20 April, dad passed away in his sleep. At the age of 78 years (home rule, nominal year on top, is the age at death). < br> instantaneous become the world's most unfortunate and poor children, I do not accept - I can not accept!
keep in the spirit of the bed, holding the hand of sorrow and crying father. father's face is so serene, calm was so I trance, he could still sleeping only. father's hand was so warm, too warm to make me wonder, the village doctors to determine errors. casually something happens, like a cough, Davis will wake up.
a thermostat acting borrowed coffin, the father put into.
finished, Davis will not wake up.
who later also will be heard I want to go home, you have been sitting at home , Baba, etc., to make my way home, into a feeling of silk, a long Ruanmian, has been side-tracked by his most soft place?
since there who would like a child, like, listen to me and your mother chattering when the gossip from time to time inserted into a spectrum of sometimes irrelevant and sometimes thousands of years according to the case, sparked a string of laughter ripples, so my trip home, become cheerful streams, fresh sweet Yee, has been the warmest infiltration into the heart place?
gone,Discount UGG boots, everything gone.
recent years, Davis has been in some ways a return to the state of children. the whole family is like coaxing a child-like, he turned around. Dieshui to what , what we'll pick him. The problem is that we will not find any time to the back and healthy forever. As the days past, Davis is also a day old. or that all this is caused by disease. Hypertension Needless to say, is that it destroyed father's body; prostate Union hospital in Anyang surgery, the hospital said that what is the most advanced green laser surgery. After the know, the so-called state of the art is advanced medical expenses, after but with an appearance before surgery, so that the sins father was in vain. green laser fails, then the ostomy surgery, hernia surgery hh
the past year, the spirit of some bad father. need someone to walk arm, sitting on the nap. after dark to sleep, but often clamor to get up at night. Sometimes your mother is still watching TV, he called called to to get up. wearing clothes off will no longer take care of themselves, thanks to your mother to help.
4 13, I have a meeting and go from Suzhou, the good news came frequently. In recent days, Davis is not walking people mix, who mix with whom he needs, that they have to exercise; spiritual head has also been, not at home watching TV, that is, Man sitting the door, even had the clamor to see a play nearby village. sitting in a wheelchair to go, pushed by the neighbors, the mother followed behind. I listened, my heart glad. I think the weather is getting warm,UGG boots cheap, father's body begins to recover. brothers and sisters passed each other between the phone, tell all this welcome change. No one thought of God a few days so let us rejoice!
4 月 20 am, 4:30 When called upon, like father like the old days was to get up. Niangshui it was still dark. Davis asked for the. Niangshuo more than an hour away from dawn there yet. Dieshui then sleep a while now. 6 o'clock When your mother to get up. get to the toilet after the first. coming back Jiaodie get up, Davis did not respond. Niang picked up the father's clothes, blanket stitch, continue to call hh
younger brother, said he called the village doctor, After listening to the heartbeat and the village doctor with the pulse, said: has stopped. brother Q: call the county hospital, call 120 right. village doctor said: no need. heartbeat and the pulse is gone with.
gone. all gone.
neighbors and relatives said this father to die is the most wonderful thing of happiness. no discomfort, no agonizing, blessed and so on. Niangshuo, Davis lives our children feel bad, and before leaving he did not forget distressed. choose neither hot nor cold weather, so we have six brothers and sisters, wake to suffer; elections no later than the hour is late, six in the morning, the day is light through, so we ran home to most of the night Britain; choose the way most Well, lest we send him to the hospital toss hh father who is really blessed, life is good life. Davis also particularly his children feel bad, feel bad now that it became a permanent memory. endless regret, silent tears, no Ya sad, endless thinking, we will always be submerged.
a long time, I was strong sense of happiness, satisfaction and happiness of the package. I am satisfied with the simple material life, indulge in simple text career. small daily can stimulate the joy of my long time; trivial words, can lead to my strong interest. all of a sudden, my happiness and joy to life and life of the tear was so stunned. I do not accept! I can not accept! < br> God, why not give some time? two to three years, I only two or three years! God, why so stingy and mean enough?
joy from folding wings, fly high, fly far away!
Since then, the gap has been happy, do not pull round, pull also not be complete!
the old text with a few years ago: That is, pull the wheel of time, let it slow down, pause it, because I can not stand, I see my loved ones - my father and mother getting older, they grow old, as I'm getting stronger sad!
father seventies, the Mother Sixty-eight. find their old, is a summer vacation this year. I renovated houses, inviting them to come sojourn. they are not suited to the city's buildings, had never accepted my invitation . but this one exception, seem to feel that they themselves are getting older, do not walk around to really walk, so they accepted an unprecedented invitation to me, brother shocked, thousands of confessed million exhort, father and mother sent him from home to car, then give me a call reporting a bus grade, I went to the station to pick up, the joint called the first thing after the brother: safe arrival!
father and mother came , I am full of joy. But what a taxi, I found disturbing: I bought the house too high, it is high in the sixth floor, no elevator! I like high places, like the fifth, sixth floor, the feeling of living fool , stupid high above, looking down so much in the downstairs non-idiot to hit to hit, very pleasant. sit their shiny study, reading, open the computer, and very pleasant. However, the father has high blood pressure, take the Ping Road a little shake, your mother has osteoarthritis, knee pain and old. At that moment, I do admit that he is stupid: Why not buy the first floor? on the first floor you can not afford expensive, that is stupid!
father always does not recognize his old. Ten years ago, he set out my bike, have not allowed my next uphill. have a great time in Singapore before I go on secretly, he did not find that is a big uphill and then downhill,bailey UGG boots, he to go straight. I hasten to call, can be impatient father disappeared in the blink of an eye my sight, I walked slowly to a person. father to the station, only to find lost me, and quickly come back along the same route to find quarrel after me: no longer permitted to get off the ah!
to ten years time, father to become an old man, hands and feet will be a slight jitter. my father upstairs to help her husband, father can not let, you have a help him, and he told you anxious. I had to hold the Mother upstairs, looking at the same time widened his eyes in front of dad.
height of the heat, I can only accompany the father and mother the next day, the two buildings, one morning in the afternoon. Downstairs there is a fitness entertainment market, the next was the building, where father and mother in the activities of the body, I'm holding to your mother designed and made their own fans, fans turn to give them both a few. next to the old lady asked Mother: is your granddaughter it? so dutiful granddaughter! your mother a smile and said: Yes, girl! old lady asked: such a small girl, how old?
I said: the old girl, thirty more. old his wife a happy me: I thought you were a student it! me laugh. I thought: What if I students to good, and then go back ten years, I have not as father to walk, often clutching his stomach pain to go expel the father behind.
father a little wrong, seems to be benign prostatic hyperplasia, while on trips to the bathroom would have. brought him to the hospital to see it, he would not tolerate you finish, put your back to arguing, in short, he refused to see a doctor , we can not kidnap him. regardless of seasons, Davis bath every day, his home had no heat, snow days, Davis has rubbed himself with two basins of hot water, so the odd good father's body, I can remember, Dad never eaten medicine, because there is no experience of illness. now high blood pressure and blood pressure liquid twice a year lost, be it medicine has.
casino near a primary school, primary school toilets, I sent the father to door, and then looked at him much until he came, of course, I can not seem too concerned about him, that might hurt his pride. but to go home, father and mother looked up tower, I clearly see their eyes the kind of childlike helpless helplessly and timid, that moment, my heart faint pain: Why? why I love people who want to grow old? If possible, let me be me for their old!
father and mother sometimes do not go downstairs, and I accompany them to speak, from the east side-tracked by the West, then east from the west side-tracked, say, then Che Gulu. These, after Che Gulu Although no meaning, but it made me feel caught wheel of time, make it a little slower, slower.
not used to live in fear of father and mother, I pack a bag of snacks one, hoping for a bribe, drag them to a few days. the most commonly bought the cub biscuits. but the power of only one week cub, a week later, father and mother clamor to go, I send them on the train, to the brother called to let him take. all completed, the heart burst loss.
month ago, father and step-down of the infusion at home. Sunday, backpack off my back, to see my parents,UGG boots, the backpack is still a variety of snacks, stuffed, of course, cub biscuits. home pass The only way to the outside world is a bit of a pit on a dirt road for a depression. Strictly speaking, it does not called the road. peacetime fundamental barrier bus, due to other local roads, bus temporarily from my village bypass . get on that bus than Gong Li in Britain was crying, I shall not cry, but I know that the taste is not good about them. Bali dirt road, to get the bus station, bought a new leather boots, with not too high, I decided to walk, but can not tell the father and mother. I walk back, they will feel bad. I told them, I will walk, the bus came, I temporarily, then up. a long way, looking back, saw the father is still followed, and I waved him to stop . walk, heard the father calling my nickname. I looked back and found that Davis had been standing on a mound, shouting his mouth: the bus is coming!
my tears rolling down: time, please accept my request, I love people getting old!